little things amuse me

today i was at the mall. so i bought something that i thought was cute. ayye, it was cheap&useful. $1.50 :D 4 in a pack, 1 case. hella cute.

quality time

more quality time w/ people is good! esp w/ parents. so every night i am watching lifetime @ 9pm-11pm w/ parents. & every tues/wed/thurs 8pm-9pm watching american idol w/ them.

i used to cook dinner w/ mama. then i stopped. now, i am back to it.

remember i said, i am changing for the better

TCBY

got dropped off @ twins house around 12:30ishh.

went to party city. took about more than an hr?

mall w/ 414+C. twin bought her mama a chocolate mousse cake! yumm.

miles bought us icecream!



rocky road w/ chocolate chips. peach w/ strawberries. rainbow cream w/ oreo. praline w/ m&ms.

if you kno me, you probably woulda known mine is the peach w/ strawberries. i am more of a fruity tootie person than chocolatey. haha



then i went back to twins house & did trig h/w. then we put up streamers for her mama's bday tmrw. !!

now i am at home. gonna start someone's bday thang. you'll see.

snackalicious

back to liking these again :D

1st eye appt!

i was a little nervous/hasty! but they took my 2 tests for the sides of my eyes. 1st try it wasnt so good b/c the machine they made me do wasnt working well. so after my eyes were dialted they made me go to the other/better machine. & it was perfect about 3mins each eye, testing on if you can see the little dot light blink. dang perfect? i was shocked my self. then about 30 mins testing my reading/sight/ect. then she dialated my eyes. waited for 30 mins. then i took the tests i had to retake, which i mentioned up there. the thing that shocked me the most was when she said i had 20:20 vision! i aalways knew what it was, but always thinking i didnt have it! haha. she checked the inner/otter stuff of my eyes. & it wwas healty.
mall. in&out. eyes are blurry.

ordinary people

crying is not a habit of mine. unless if it's a movie, sad/happy situation. today, ill admit i did. oh how i wish.. we'll see what's gonna happen on upcoming dayss/wkss.

but what can you say? im an ordinary person, hoping over obstacles as fast i can, but this one is too complex for me to figure out how to get over. << for now.

he's a cutie!

xbeverlymae (9:38:09 PM): my brother
xbeverlymae (9:38:10 PM): nathan
xbeverlymae (9:38:14 PM): likes hearing the sounds from aim
xbeverlymae (9:38:24 PM): like the sounds you get when you recieve IMs
xbeverlymae (9:38:36 PM): he's waiting to hear oneeeee!
xbeverlymae (9:38:37 PM): haha
xtoots314 (9:38:46 PM): haha
xtoots314 (9:38:47 PM): hi
xtoots314 (9:38:49 PM): nathan
xtoots314 (9:38:50 PM): this
xtoots314 (9:38:51 PM): is
xtoots314 (9:38:52 PM): for
xtoots314 (9:38:53 PM): you
xtoots314 (9:38:54 PM): haha
xtoots314 (9:38:55 PM): cutie

options narrowed

i kno there are options, but i jus want you. but too bad it seems like im not one of your options.

santo nino

yearly party in january. prayer group party for santo nino. 5pm mass @ st. edwards in newark. & reception right next to it. it was fun. luki kept on clinging to me. esp during the dancing. i wanted for him to stand & dance. but everytime, he'd want me to pick him up. ever since 4pm - 12am i was wearing my 4 inch pumpss =( while dancing & carrying luki. oh mymymy. luckily, my feet werent hurting so bad. then at the end, there was this one cutie. not like omg, but better than all the guys there. hah! but yea. :D haha. there was this 8 yr old who was singing & i was like "dang, my bad" & then she did a duet w/ her daddie. then another girl was like shaking her ass & dancing to disturbia. then dancing for a longswhile. probably from like 8pm-12am. haha. we were one of the last ones to leave as usual.

taquitos.

i had some this morning! jalepeno cream cheese is the best one yet!

heaven

for christmas beverly gave me a box of chocolates. wait, but they werent jus like regular chocolate. more of a yummmier version in the 3 different chocolate flavors... wanna guess what they are? ayebaybay? welll. she gave me a whole box of lindt [linddor truffles]. oh mymymy. yummy. usually i kinda dont like dark chocolate. so at first i was hesitant to eat the blue ones! but ayee, i like 'em. red ones=milk chocolates. & my personal favorite, gold= white chocolate!! out of a box of 20, i ate 13. haha. daddy ate 4, mama: 1, beverly: 1, charis: 1. very very good. thanks beverly! i usually am not a fanfan of chocolate, but these days. oh mann! hah! my daddy is like a chocoholic, but mama gets enough outta a small portion. so me, im in between=) she gave me the box on he 16th of dacember & i finished it on the 22nd of january. so that would be apx 1 month,1wk,&1day. haha. sometimes i wonder, if i still had teh chocolate that everyone else ate, i wonder when i would have finished. hmmm?






if you actually counted how many wrappers, there are 14, but i only ate 13. the one that charis ate is included in the 14 wrappers. 13+1=14!

taquitos.hotdogs. sweaty palms.

last day of finals. what a breeze.

too much walking today. mhs to tapico express to 711 to mhs & around&around. beverly made us go the longs ways. todays menu for me&bev: tapioca express: jasmine milk tea&taro milk tea. 711: taquitos.hot cheeto puffs. and hotdogs. oh mymymy. beverly's house=) nathan is sucha a cutie. we were camera-whoringg. me&bev took days in the mirror. not to be conceited. ilalalove. tfc @ beverlys was interesting. bbq.pansit.&cookie n' creme ice cream. singing so sick. figuring out the order and right lyrics to im yours. confirmation soon. i was w/ beverly since 12:30pm-8:45ishh. dangg, but we hella made time work!








confirmation: me&bev were the first candidates to arrive. it was funn though. confirmation was fun=) our group was the first to do skitss. yeee'. our prayer at the end was embarrassing, i guess you can say. i was in between david&alex. and our hands were getting sweaty. YUCK. so i let go, wiped off&held hands again. then i got to the point where i rolled down my sleeves from my sweatshirt and covered my hands & then held their hands. smart! hah! but it was funny. & i saw other people like letting go little by little to let the air dry their hands up. hah! funny times.

renew

it's said that 'things get worse before they get better' right? well i kno that's not true in some cases. but i am hopeing, this is what is happening. life has been so so good for the last year and a half. then suddenly, a crash. trying to get back on track. forget the past. move on to better things. im trying to focus on MY life. as in mememe. not to be all selfish. but i do. i need to get myself emotionally back. reasoning for my acne flaring up is probably alla this. looking back at pictures at the beginning of november, everything was all dandy. then, idk. ehh. kinda of funny when i had _____, i rarely broke out like this. & now that i dont. oh man, all bad. nyways. dont want to focus on the saddening aspect of my life. i am usually the bubbly girl. i never really have problems. i still kinda dontishh, 'cept stupid pimples! ehh, never had this many before. yuckyuck.

nywayss. today was real good. magasa dayday! hah! youtube!
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ahw-YlARavc&feature=channel_page [marsh my mellows]
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRAb5yjxqYw&feature=channel_page [fave 5]
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGoG_TCJqDw&feature=channel [popcorn challenge]

watchwatch. subscribe/comment=) greatly appreciated.

tmrws final is nothing to trip about for me, french2&worldhistory. but imma study the history for french. that sounds confusing considering i have french&history tmrw. hah! ya gets? sorry to bore you w/ my lifes probelms. well i dont classify 'em as problems more of obstacles in races. not a problem, but a challenge =)

You got me trippin, stumblin..

before i never even used to notice you. & now i wish it shoulda stayed like that. not to be all mean&sh*t. but this is going way too deep for me. cant fight my ffeelings. as beverly said, you cant make yourself feel something that you dont. & it's too hard to stop. sure you have your imperfections, but that's what makes you unique&you. you probably have no clue, but damnn.. assumming we're all dandy? i guess. but when you dig down deeper, you'd hit a pot of gold, my heart. never would i have guessed, that id have my mind set on you. sometimes i cant tell if you're tryna flirt, or if you're jus being who you are. but you get my mind running sometimes. i havent felt this way for a guy in a loongass while. i hate how i am trippin over like this. idk, if my emotions for you are noticable, i guess not though. you've done nothing to hurt me. but me liking you is what hurts me. you seem all steady& here i am thinking about you. it's crazy. i needa get over you, but it's hard to. im sorry if im not your type of girl, but who said you were mine. so what if you're not, you hella caught me off guard and got me into you. those eyelocks we have, gets me going. the littlest things makes my day. sorry if im trippin at the moment, but i kno later ill be okay. you're full of positives, negatives are rare. if only you knew.

finals day 1

today was my easiest final day! english/PE. hah! tmrw chem/trig, yuck! qcup was exquisit w/ 414=) we had: 2 ordders of q-pop calamari.JASMINE MILK TEA!kiwi icy. all good. yesyes. walgreens, as always, tradition to go there afterwards. renewed sets of pictures in the card section! i learned some pretty new thangs today. & laughed for a longass time !

lessons:
-if your toe gets cut off, it'll stick back on
-if your toe gets cut off, make sure you place it right side up!
-you cant blink/drink simultaneously<-you cant sing & breath at the same time.





twins house after. we had "magasa quality time!" we opened up more. &it's getting restored. ilalalLOVE. i still dont kno how to use blogspot, but it's okay. i'll learn. phone w/ twin today too! danngg. & tmrw, we have our "magasa day!"

pain has come&gone. but jus when it's getting better, why'd you have to come back?
new is not always good, but i dont kno why i am even trippen.

tadah!

i am finito w/ my english final project ! haha. well i am so hungry. last thing i ate was soup/rice @ 3:30ishh. & it's 10:42 & i still had nothing to eat. i should sleep soon though. finals. ehh, but i jus cant, not that sleepy&hunger awakes me. i finished talking to CANON/bestfriend. talk was good=) i tried calling twin, but i am sure she had a good excuse for not picking up my call. i ran outta ink in the middle of doing my project! ahh! so i didnt get to fill out alla my book jacket. but whateves. it's all good. i did a decent job=) thanks to beverly/jesse/quang for the comments for my project. greatly appreciated! if you kno me, i dont really like to eat this late, b/c i sorta sleep @ this time. hah! but yea. finals tmrw=supposedly early sleeping time.

final product, get the pun?





it's official^^ :D

atwell production

well, this is my first blog. this coulda been my "x" number blog. but i was too lazy to get this. but beverly kinda kicked me into this. she was supposed to show&teach me how to use this. but ehh. haha. finals start tmrw. i have atwell,english, 1st period & i have to do a finals project. it's pretty easy, but i guess you can say time consuming. im procrasting. ive stopped my habit of procrastinating, but ive had busy/fun days. & i jus didnt feel liek doing this. so im working to finish this SOON! due tmrw. yuck! haha. it's okay, i have a high A. & im sure ill do okay on the test final tmrw. so yea. i jus needa type stuff&cut&paste pics. blahblah. it's on cry, the beloved country. i chose to do a book jacket. i wonder if you guys'll think this is "amateur blogspot" ranking. haha. sorry. new to this. DONT JUDGE! this is a boring blog! haha. well who cares! back to working=)