random much?

so called "love letter," that honestly, i am both touched,but not.?

march 23-29

monday; 23 march


tuesday; 24 march


wednesday;25 march


thursday; 26 march


friday; 27 march


saturday;28 march


saturday;28 march


sunday;29 march

sendai baby!

like this;

you make me smile. make me laugh. i love how you work your "charm." make me mad at you for a couple of seconds, but you turn it upside down&end up as a smile :] thanks for being there on my lonely nights. &being my comfort. yess, you still are my "different boy." dont trip about that. thanks for all the laughs we encountered together, b/c boy.. you're the best.

All Or Nothing - O-Town

away from you

2weeks/14 days/336 hrs/20160 mins/1209600 sec that i have to go w/o you. easier than i thought though :D day 4&you break the streak we started.

TheDJRapARap (9:19:26 PM): i cant take this anymore
TheDJRapARap (9:19:38 PM): im sorry
xtoots314 (9:20:09 PM): 10 more dayss..
TheDJRapARap (9:20:14 PM): no no
TheDJRapARap (9:21:04 PM): answer your phone

although i was determined to go through&complete the task, it's okay. knowing that you miss me, is worth it!

lyrics into true feelings

"I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush... "

awkward hookup

one of the first guests to arrive at contempo hall in union city. black&white was represented everywhere. from attire to decorations. dj was a cutie, but dressed too baggy, agreed adrie. there was only one cutie, &oh my damn, couldnt keep my eyes off. his dancing style was consistant. hands bent inward to his chest and bobbing his head left&right. sure it was the same everytime, but ayee simple. hat.white dress shirt w/ black sweater vest. black slacks&black authentic vans, i believe he was sporting. my oh my. i am not a fan of gauges, but he's one of those people who could pull 'em off VERY well. they werent big, so not a problem. saw an old time stranger, gabby. dang like how long since ive seen you 4yrs? you hella disguisted me&adrie though. you used to be a cutie, but wow, what happened? no offense. uncle introduced me to noel &he told him to ask me to dance&chat it up. it was so awkward&even stacey said so as well. you probably think im like an ass for not trying to conversate w/ you, but thanks for not dissin'. stacey&adrie were laughing at the fact that my uncle set us up. no, im not interested. finally, we 3 moved away. me&my mommie danced on the dance floor. him eyeing me wasnt cute, but shoot my eyes were glued on mr. sexyface[guy mentioned above]. haha! i was one of the 18 candles & i am anticipating on the next cotillion to be a part of. mine&adries are a long time from now, but we are planning. :] we talked about mr. ex. &yes it is determined that you changed into a jerk! haha. ive moved on. but jus the heck of saying it, today would have been our 18months! oh well. maybe w/ the next guy, we'll be able to reach that month.
today is the first choirpractice that's on a sunday. 10:30&straight into church. my throat is already scratchy/sore¬ at its regular. & continuous singing. myomy. goodluck voice! today is something to be excited about for me b/c ayee it's the 1st sunday in march! &if you go to church often you kno wsup! towards the end of mass, the priest calls all bdays in march&blesses them. & since i am not coming from the audience, but the choir section, it's all the more special. lord tahnks you for this glorious day i have had,&may all the days be as well, esp. today!

tmrw:
-choir practice 10:30
-choir/mass 112:30
-party @ auntie luzs