A story with no ending

Realization can be a monster, yet a lifesaver depending on the situation. I have a great time when I'm with you. Everything's about 'us' and seems like the whole world's revolving around us. Hours pass and bedtime never crosses our minds. You might be the missing puzzle piece in this life of mine, but let's get real... nothing's going to come out of this friendship. People can keep talking about us making their own accusations, but you and I are the only ones who truely know the story. Same question after question, I'll still be answering the same; No we're not. Who would've known the day I met you was a start of this unpredictable story...

Despite who comes along my way, who Im kickin' it with, who's making me smile.. at the end of the day you're always there to comfort me & be on my mind.

Less isnt More

Look at that girl, doesn't she look happy? Well, she is, but beneath that smile there's always something that isn't going her way; whether it's small or big. She keeps her head held high, hopes optimistic, and smile shining bright. Yes, she's an only child, but is mistaken for that 'spoiled brat' stereotype. She doesn't get everything she wants, trust me.

Whenever you're around she can't help but smile and look at you. She can't control how she feels even if she wanted to. Hand to hand contact should be avoided from here on because she'll want to get used to it. Memory after memory, hangout after hangout; her feelings don't budge. She's still in the same situation she was months ago. Don't you get it? Are you really that content with what you have now? Or are you settling for less like everyone has been claiming for a while now? When I actually think about it, I'm not sure if I even want to be labeled as yours, but just the thought of you having no strings attached with another makes sleep better at night. Hello, do I need to have an airplane spell it out for you in the sky?!?! She wants you, but you're all tied up at the moment.

Roller Coaster Ride

I was certain that my feelings for you were long gone. But I guess those feelings came back from vacation. When you walked in I rolled my eyes, I tried acting like a tough girl. That didn't work 'cause you cracked the code and got me smiling & laughing at the wrong times. By then you were back on my good side and everything after that was up hill.

I'm back to where I was + more.

Balancing Scale

Lost interest in you real quick.

On the other hand, things with you are going better than ever. Who would have known that at times like this we'd still be good. In the back of my mind I know wsup, but externally we're both not showing any signs of it. When I'm around, you're not 'connecting' on any means with her and to me that means alot. People have set a date and I'm waiting to see if people's predictions are correct. I sure hope so, but something's telling me things will stay the way they are. I find myself caught up in a moment and thinking 'this is totally a couple moment.' The little things get me going and keep me smiling. For now things are going smoothly, but they'd be so much better if...

I'll leave the rest for you to fill in .

Hello Type.

If people were to guess what my 'type' was Im pretty sure they might hit the spot, but there's one 'type' that Im digging, but Im certain no one would guess it. I've always claimed that I don't have a type, but technically everyone has a 'type'.....

& By chance, you're an example of mine. :) I've just always had my opinion of you. Somewhere from the day I met you to now, my opinion has changed drastically. She said not to go there; I don't think I'm there, but the journey that might take me there started some time ago. The more I learn and dig deeper makes me sum everything up in a big picture. Trust me, the big picture is quite a lovely portrait...now how about we photoshop me in?

Un coeur plein d'espoir

I havent blogged in 3 months?!

I know you didn't pick me. See you just didn't give me a shot. After being with me, you'll see her and be like 'who the f*ck is she?'

There are so many confused minds, puzzled faces, but most of all, one hopeful heart.
It's simple, I'm 'feeling' you. But it's complicated; you want her.

If it was me, my hands would be laced tighter than she holds yours
If it was me, I'd comfort you and be there for you more than her
If it was me, I wouldn't be looking at you thinking 'what if'
If it was me, your contact on my phone would change to 'baby'
If it was me, you'd be greater appreciated
If it was me, I wouldn't look at her thinking 'that could have been me'
If it was me you chose, I wouldn't be here writing this with glistening eyes.

No matter what's been up, I'm been back to acting normal around you. I am grateful that I'm not letting it effect our relationship because I've learned the hardway and I'm not going to let it happen again. Tight hugs were all the rage, soon enough they lost their popularity, but hey they're back in style. I see you learned how to make hearts again :) We're back to how it used to be, but this time there's a variable added to this equation.