Color my world

Im calling it peace between you and my heart; let's compromise... You can have my heart, as long as I have yours ♥

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There can only be one...

Your lost, hells not mine :D

The crumbs of my feelings may still be there laying on the floor, but since you won't seem to be picking 'em up anytime soon, it's time for this maid to clean 'em up. You've lost your spot and Im not giving it back. You're NOT who Id want to be with. I may have been thinking that all along, but I was too lost in how you treated me that I completely lost track of what matter's most in a relationship. Ill admit, I may still have an interest in you, but this girl has finally realized what's already been there the whole time. Nothing will change between us besides my mental&emotional state for you. I can do better, as for you... I guess who you chose reflects who you are :D Hah.

"Sometimes I wanna give up. I wanna give in, wanna quit the fight, but one look at you can make everything alright.."

How beautiful you&i would be

The cards and the teller said it all. Maybe it isnt time for this now. Maybe later, who knows? Waiting for me to grow up a bit more? If you wait for me to turn a year older, you're risking the illusion-age between us. Never would I have guessed that Id be falling this hard. Hope you'll catch me along the way, to break my fall. Yea Ill confirm, this is the wrong time for the right thing. My hearts still not perfectly set. God knows what's best and that's to keep my heart on ONE. To "stick with my entrees and get over my sides." Time will tell. A little growing up. More closeness. More distance. Some obstacles. Im ready to wait what the future holds. Ill test my heart's capacity. No one can make me feel the same way you make me feel. I fondled with your mind; you think I want that, when I want this.

Short Story Ended

I might have the courage one day and tell you how... how I hold myself back from smiling because you make me smile brighter than the sun or how when I look at you all I can do is get lost. How we can be doing nothing and seem like you're boring me to death, but really Im having the time of my life. How I talk about other guys to cover up my feelings for you. How your smell lingers around me even if you're not around. How you can keep the conversation going because Im at lost for words. How you're my 'decision' maker that makes you a part of me. How.. wth am I doing blogging about this ?! I need to stop blogging.. I might as well put "__________, I have something for you" in bold letters. Im not going to finish this.

The End.

Two Worlds Collide

-The more time I spend with you; the more I find make us a good match. Your choices & actions towards my behalf made me smile both externally and internally. I expected the attendance and just gave me another 'minus the strings' day. Side by side we stayed and that could not make me anymore content. We both seen each other in athletic-mode :) That glance, that nudge might not mean anything to you, but to me, it means the world...

-You may not even realize how much effort you put in because you make it seem effortless. But this girl trips over your little deeds and gets lost in those thoughts. You keep leaving questions unanswered bottled up in her confused mind. She doesn't bother asking due to the potential awkwardness it'd cause; whether it's temporary or permanent. Hey, all thanks to me you have a fan club; Team _________. Everyone's on your team, what a shame no ones on the other because of a minor mishap. Everyone's waiting for their prediction to finally strike reality. Their not the only ones...