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I cant deny that I still do care. I guess I can't help knowing you chose that. Despite that, my feelings have finally hit the closest they've ever been to ground level.

On the other hand, everytime I see you, I STILL get that natural high. Crazy isnt it? There aren't much people who have that power over me. I can't help but stare when you're not looking, search when you've come out of sight, and wonder when you're no where to be found. Your smile makes me light up and you give me nothing but good vibes. You never bring negativity in my life. (: No girl deserves extra stress, but you give me exactly the opposite. Thanks for making sure you fulfilled hanging out with me last night tho :) More and more people are advising me to tell you my secret. Let's just face it, I probably wont.

Hello, Goodbye

-I never knew something of this sort would arise, but it has. I'm fine with the situation considering it had it's fair share of interrogation and explanation. Actually, Im more than fine; things have gotten better :) We might still be where we've always been, but who said that wasnt enough? Thanks for showing me how much you care. Let's continue this streak because if it dies, I'd be missing this.

-Little by little it's hitting me. I'll let you be. My reasoning for squeezing myself inn was that I thought you guys didnt meet the definition of your labeling. Finally, Im seeing it. I don't wanna ruin things, I really dont. You've showed me what you guys are capable of and Im backing off. Ill let things go with the flow and I wont go above and beyond what I should be doing. Goodbye to trying and seeing what could've been, but hello to finally getting over you.

Sometimes all you need is some TLC.

Some kind of different

We know too much about each other, yet too little. You keep a good portion of your personal life on the DL. First flaw came as a shock, but the second won first place. As words floated in my ears, the glistening agent in my eyes weren't shy to appear. I don't think anyone gets it; it happened so smoothly and slowly that no one can pick up all the memories and feelings together. I have the urge to leave these feelings behind and pretend they never existed; oh how I wish. Easier said than done. I know these are temporary feelings because Im acting like a brat because I didn't get my way today. You can put the biggest smile on my face, yet the saddest frown. You remembered my stories of other guys; good to know you actually listen. We may be on the same page of how we function these opposite-sex-relationships of ours, yet sometimes I get butthurt, but Im a hypocrite to complain. So I should shut the f*ck up and take whatever gets thrown at me. Who knows, you may feel likewise. Everything happens for a reason, but Im unsure of what the reason is for falling for you...