Some kind of different

We know too much about each other, yet too little. You keep a good portion of your personal life on the DL. First flaw came as a shock, but the second won first place. As words floated in my ears, the glistening agent in my eyes weren't shy to appear. I don't think anyone gets it; it happened so smoothly and slowly that no one can pick up all the memories and feelings together. I have the urge to leave these feelings behind and pretend they never existed; oh how I wish. Easier said than done. I know these are temporary feelings because Im acting like a brat because I didn't get my way today. You can put the biggest smile on my face, yet the saddest frown. You remembered my stories of other guys; good to know you actually listen. We may be on the same page of how we function these opposite-sex-relationships of ours, yet sometimes I get butthurt, but Im a hypocrite to complain. So I should shut the f*ck up and take whatever gets thrown at me. Who knows, you may feel likewise. Everything happens for a reason, but Im unsure of what the reason is for falling for you...