Sorry Nelly, it wasnt only just a dream.

I tend to hold on to the past because it can be classified better than the present. But it's different when I'm in your presence; I focus on what's within the moments and even the mere-future. My reassurance has been reciprocated with a legible meaning behind it. Fall's here and so is the snuggling season, which actually plays a role. As the setting screams Christmas, with only the Christmas tree as our source of light, everything felt relative and in it's rightful place. I'm feeling grown up and superior; I no longer need to leave details out when informing my mom about hanging out with a guy and having you stay until the hours of the morning just hits the spot. I'm starting to notice the meaning behind your eyes; our eyes are synonyms. Gradually, thing's are falling into place; just the way I like it. It's a different path from previous ones, but you deserve "different" because you're not like the rest. Mind you, you're THE only exception according to my guidelines and that should partially express how much I feel. Everyone has flaws, but you know when you're falling because their flaws become gold. MATURITY is key and boy, you got that in a bag. Manners and respect; you can keep me applauding. I no longer want to dismiss my guy's stupid comments and have to excuse his words and manners on my behalf. I've bonded with your family and you're the one guy that I can feel confident about meeting mine. I know this is a dream I've been yearning to strike reality, but you can't blame me. Life's all about chasing your dreams and here I am at a steady pace chasing it with ease.