TheDJRapARap (2:08:26 PM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zjYFZ1NUNyQ
xtoots314 (2:08:40 PM): omg
TheDJRapARap (2:08:47 PM): i wanna do that
xtoots314 (2:08:51 PM): go
xtoots314 (2:08:52 PM): noqw
xtoots314 (2:08:54 PM): *now
TheDJRapARap (2:09:04 PM): ok
xtoots314 (2:09:07 PM): haha
xtoots314 (2:09:13 PM): this is gonna be a disaster
TheDJRapARap (2:09:17 PM): ill travel to milpitas just to waltz with you
xtoots314 (2:09:23 PM): AWWWEE
xtoots314 (2:09:35 PM): that's hella bute
xtoots314 (2:09:38 PM): *cute
TheDJRapARap (2:09:42 PM): yup
xtoots314 (2:09:52 PM): that made me smile!
xbeverlymae (12:45:44 PM): man, most of the time, the music that plays first whenever i visit my blog
xbeverlymae (12:45:47 PM): is U got it bad
xbeverlymae (12:45:49 PM): is that a sign?
xbeverlymae (12:45:51 PM): O_O
xtoots314 (12:46:21 PM): haha
xtoots314 (12:46:22 PM): maybe
xtoots314 (12:46:24 PM): should be
xtoots314 (12:46:26 PM): probably
xtoots314 (12:46:29 PM): most likely
xtoots314 (12:46:31 PM): YEA
xtoots314 (12:46:38 PM): haha! LOL. that's funny ^^^
xbeverlymae (12:46:42 PM): lol
xbeverlymae (12:46:44 PM): i know right
Saturday, February 28, 2009
B.R.M.A.
•im scared to feel something for you. im scared that i might get stuck back to that pothole i was in. sure i might think you're jus a cutie, but when i actaully see you, everthing might jus be different. i dont wanna trip, cause you're nothing big though. even if i end up having this little thing for you, believe me it'll be nothing. it wont be like last time, crying myself to sleep b/c i wanted you. but now im jus scared for liking you b/c i DONT want to. i dont want to lie&tell people i am over you. b/c for now, i DONT.
• idky, but i like your company. you're not those typical whatever guys. your a guy that i can talk&laugh with.
• walking home w/ you is a good way to stay in touch. playing 13 @ the park before we actaully start walking home is something i value.
• you always shine, but sometimes more than expected that makes me want you. i miss our longass.random.deep aim conversations. you're the only one i like this way.. for now. why cant i have you :[
MASH yesterday's outcome was: 3 kids. married to M.S. [wtf?]. driving a mercadez. living in a mansion! --doesnt mean a thing to me though. no feelings for that guy.
• idky, but i like your company. you're not those typical whatever guys. your a guy that i can talk&laugh with.
• walking home w/ you is a good way to stay in touch. playing 13 @ the park before we actaully start walking home is something i value.
• you always shine, but sometimes more than expected that makes me want you. i miss our longass.random.deep aim conversations. you're the only one i like this way.. for now. why cant i have you :[
MASH yesterday's outcome was: 3 kids. married to M.S. [wtf?]. driving a mercadez. living in a mansion! --doesnt mean a thing to me though. no feelings for that guy.
IMY.
why am i missing you, idk? nothing is even going on between us. barely talk to you. why do you have this hold on me? i cant escape, no matter if i try my hardest. assuming nothing will come out of this relationship. once again, ill try to get over you.
company and time is all i need.&if a guy gives me that. boyy, ill appreciate you:D
I wanna make new friends at mels cotillion/debut tmrw :D
company and time is all i need.&if a guy gives me that. boyy, ill appreciate you:D
I wanna make new friends at mels cotillion/debut tmrw :D
Thursday, February 26, 2009
variety.
first&foremost willie is a fineass mothafucckaah. &brandon evangelista is my eyecandy. unfortunately, i do not cuss/swear frequently, but on here, aayee why not!
you came up during a conversation today. i dont wanna life you, b/c i dont think you're tryna look for someone right now. liking you for about 2months. boyoboy. i am tripping. you're a great guy. you amuse me. nothing has been happening between us recently. but t'sall good. slow&steady wins the race right? imma try to fight my heart&try to get over you.
im having mixed emotions right now. i missing someone, but like that person is not present at the moment. i am excited to go to starbucks tmrw before school w/ my cousin. esctatic about melissas debut/cotillion. anticipting for sunday b/c of choir! my hair is getting too long. craving sendai. i am ready for tmrw!
27 feb 2009:
-wake up @ 6:30am [X]
-go to starbucks w/ camille 7:10ish [X]
-school [8am-3pm] [X]
-bevmae hangout/her house [3-6ishh] [X]
-confirmation [6:30-9] [X]
-twin over [9pm-11:30pm] [X]
you came up during a conversation today. i dont wanna life you, b/c i dont think you're tryna look for someone right now. liking you for about 2months. boyoboy. i am tripping. you're a great guy. you amuse me. nothing has been happening between us recently. but t'sall good. slow&steady wins the race right? imma try to fight my heart&try to get over you.
im having mixed emotions right now. i missing someone, but like that person is not present at the moment. i am excited to go to starbucks tmrw before school w/ my cousin. esctatic about melissas debut/cotillion. anticipting for sunday b/c of choir! my hair is getting too long. craving sendai. i am ready for tmrw!
27 feb 2009:
-wake up @ 6:30am [X]
-go to starbucks w/ camille 7:10ish [X]
-school [8am-3pm] [X]
-bevmae hangout/her house [3-6ishh] [X]
-confirmation [6:30-9] [X]
-twin over [9pm-11:30pm] [X]
cyberlife
26 feb 2009 conversations.
xp1n0yb0yx (8:45:42 PM): sup macy
xtoots314 (9:19:28 PM): one day i wanna have starbucks before school
itz DeeBaby (9:19:40 PM): lets gooo!!
itz DeeBaby (9:19:40 PM): ahaha
xtoots314 (9:19:53 PM): when?
xtoots314 (9:19:54 PM): tmrw!
xtoots314 (9:19:58 PM): pleeeease
itz DeeBaby (9:20:06 PM): what time?
xtoots314 (9:20:13 PM): before shcool!
xtoots314 (9:20:14 PM): haha
xtoots314 (9:20:15 PM): duh
itz DeeBaby (9:20:51 PM): i gotta look good tomorrow
adrieinthehouse (9:10:47 PM): Toots! i miss you!
xtoots314 (9:10:55 PM): imissyou too :]
xbeverlymae (9:39:06 PM): yeah
xbeverlymae (9:40:33 PM): i wish you were there
xbeverlymae (9:40:35 PM): =(
xtoots314 (9:40:51 PM): awwe
xtoots314 (9:40:52 PM): cuties
xtoots314 (9:40:59 PM): *cutes
xtoots314 (9:31:14 PM): willie is FINEE
TheDJRapARap (9:31:26 PM): ummm
TheDJRapARap (9:31:27 PM): haha
TheDJRapARap (9:31:28 PM): sure
xtoots314 (9:31:44 PM): he is!
TheDJRapARap (9:32:09 PM): D.Woods is fine
ryan3332a (8:56:53 PM): gosh i neeed help
xtoots314 (8:57:26 PM): im here to help if needed
ryan3332a (8:57:42 PM): can i use that lifeline now?
xtoots314 (8:58:00 PM): haha
xtoots314 (8:58:04 PM): of course :]
ryan3332a (8:58:40 PM): hmm maybe i should save for a more desparate time
ryan3332a (8:58:44 PM): desperate*
xtoots314 (8:59:21 PM): huh?
ryan3332a (8:59:32 PM): i should save the lifeline
xtoots314 (8:59:58 PM): wow
xtoots314 (9:00:06 PM): im always here though. no limit :]
ryan3332a (9:00:10 PM): oh dang
xtoots314 (9:00:10 PM): unless i am sleeping. or offline
xtoots314 (9:00:11 PM): haha
ryan3332a (9:00:14 PM): lol
surprise.funfilled.missed.always.entertaining.playful. are the words to describe each aim convo.
xp1n0yb0yx (8:45:42 PM): sup macy
xtoots314 (9:19:28 PM): one day i wanna have starbucks before school
itz DeeBaby (9:19:40 PM): lets gooo!!
itz DeeBaby (9:19:40 PM): ahaha
xtoots314 (9:19:53 PM): when?
xtoots314 (9:19:54 PM): tmrw!
xtoots314 (9:19:58 PM): pleeeease
itz DeeBaby (9:20:06 PM): what time?
xtoots314 (9:20:13 PM): before shcool!
xtoots314 (9:20:14 PM): haha
xtoots314 (9:20:15 PM): duh
itz DeeBaby (9:20:51 PM): i gotta look good tomorrow
adrieinthehouse (9:10:47 PM): Toots! i miss you!
xtoots314 (9:10:55 PM): imissyou too :]
xbeverlymae (9:39:06 PM): yeah
xbeverlymae (9:40:33 PM): i wish you were there
xbeverlymae (9:40:35 PM): =(
xtoots314 (9:40:51 PM): awwe
xtoots314 (9:40:52 PM): cuties
xtoots314 (9:40:59 PM): *cutes
xtoots314 (9:31:14 PM): willie is FINEE
TheDJRapARap (9:31:26 PM): ummm
TheDJRapARap (9:31:27 PM): haha
TheDJRapARap (9:31:28 PM): sure
xtoots314 (9:31:44 PM): he is!
TheDJRapARap (9:32:09 PM): D.Woods is fine
ryan3332a (8:56:53 PM): gosh i neeed help
xtoots314 (8:57:26 PM): im here to help if needed
ryan3332a (8:57:42 PM): can i use that lifeline now?
xtoots314 (8:58:00 PM): haha
xtoots314 (8:58:04 PM): of course :]
ryan3332a (8:58:40 PM): hmm maybe i should save for a more desparate time
ryan3332a (8:58:44 PM): desperate*
xtoots314 (8:59:21 PM): huh?
ryan3332a (8:59:32 PM): i should save the lifeline
xtoots314 (8:59:58 PM): wow
xtoots314 (9:00:06 PM): im always here though. no limit :]
ryan3332a (9:00:10 PM): oh dang
xtoots314 (9:00:10 PM): unless i am sleeping. or offline
xtoots314 (9:00:11 PM): haha
ryan3332a (9:00:14 PM): lol
surprise.funfilled.missed.always.entertaining.playful. are the words to describe each aim convo.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
where is he?
i stumbled over this quote& for some reason caught me into it.
"the most exciting attractions are between two opposites that have never met."
oh weee. who havent i met? ohmymy. got my mind runnin.
oh btw: my baby posted a new youtube video:) made my day!
"the most exciting attractions are between two opposites that have never met."
oh weee. who havent i met? ohmymy. got my mind runnin.
oh btw: my baby posted a new youtube video:) made my day!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
a walk to remember
during SSR, madame mollot goes "macy i have something for you." she hands me a pink slip. & it says discipline office& i freeze. she said "doesnt it seem wrong" & i nod in confusion. then she gives me a few words that relieved me jus a little. disipline office? i said in my head. in my head, all these ideas were popping in my head. but nothing i did would send me to the disciple office. everyone said, it was probably nothing to be worried about b/c im a good girl. so i walk towards the discipline office & see ramon coming&im like uh-oh. i asked him why he was here & he was like discipline office. & relief went through my body at the thought that i wasnt the only one. but w/ ramon, was it bad? then i see a bunch of people. &all we had to do in go in a meeting room w/ red chairs& fill out a teacher evaluation. they picked random students to evaluate certain teachers. phewww..

then after school, as usual chill at the park w/ the guyss. but this time we played 13! funfun. then efi barged in. but 3 guys&i were walking home together. but then one of them had to go to the dry cleaners. so the 2 guys cross the street. &one stays w/ me. & so im walking w/ jus him & from afar, i kindof picture my mom. & wahla. it WAS my mom. so random. she's supposed to be @ work. & when she saw him,
mom: who's that?
me: a friend..
mom: why did you leave him behind? talk to him.
me: mom..
& my mommie starts to talk to himm. haha. awkward..
btw: happy "fat tuesday"/mardi gras. lent is soon arriving.
then after school, as usual chill at the park w/ the guyss. but this time we played 13! funfun. then efi barged in. but 3 guys&i were walking home together. but then one of them had to go to the dry cleaners. so the 2 guys cross the street. &one stays w/ me. & so im walking w/ jus him & from afar, i kindof picture my mom. & wahla. it WAS my mom. so random. she's supposed to be @ work. & when she saw him,
mom: who's that?
me: a friend..
mom: why did you leave him behind? talk to him.
me: mom..
& my mommie starts to talk to himm. haha. awkward..
btw: happy "fat tuesday"/mardi gras. lent is soon arriving.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
sexy love
burn baby burn
after waking up @ 8:30, grocery shopping w/ mama @ 10ishh,&cleaning/cooking, line dancing @ my house w/ family, then my favorite part of my day [aside of buying more soymilk] was buring the palms @ st. johns. after the prayer, there was food! i didnt even kno. 2 boxes of KING KONG pizzas& 3lbs of big pretzels (literally 3 lbs)!

[while taking this picture: everyone was waiting on me to take it, b/c everyone, esp anthony, was about to dive in!]
stan was telling us stories/jokes:
-how donuts came to be: donuts-catholic. nun was making bread. she farted& was embarrassed/surprised. droped the dough in hot oil. someone took it out&atee it. donuts:nun fart.
-person 1: why dont you have school today?
person 2: it's martin luther king day
person 1: do you kno why you have this day off?
person 2: yea
person 1: why?
person 2: b/c he was ASSinated
juliarose65 (11:48:29 PM): you made my night
Saturday, February 21, 2009
booked friday

one of my goals achieved: to take a picture of this building's address.
20 february 2009. what a busybusy day. woke up @ 7:55am! &finally, i am glad to say my goal of waking up before 8:30&breakfast every morning, is officially COMPLETED w/ flying colors [btw: i dont get that phrase, but yea]! whoo-hoo! soymilk=) got picked up by camille @ 11:30ish. went to walgreens to pick up pictures. then back to my house b/c i forgot my $$. then to camilles house to chill for a little. then hometown to eat! next, michaels. our dentist so she could pay her copay. gas station. dropped off @ bevmaes. walked to pho nam. get the most yuckiest drink, strawberyy smoothie [wasnt good!] b/c there wasnt any milk teas :[ chapel for 15mins to pray. then choir practice @4:30. then adoration @6:30. it was a good day. singing @ adoration as fun. & only candidate to actually say the rosary! yay :] then, presenting for my group. i usually dont feel like presenting, but i feel more comfortable & it was about love, so why not! haha.
im glad im doing more church stuff, after confirmation, i plan on being a eucharistic minister!

mrs evangelista
2nd comment from brandon evangelista on youtube! what a sweetass guy<33 man, that name sounds so right. music to my hears. babyboyy.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
thursday night boredom
19 february 2009. woke up @ 8:22pm. latest of this week. had a granola bar&soy milk for brunch. yummm. then pretzels/pinapple/oranges for a snack. then spaghetti for dinner. parent sponsor night was the best yet! our families were laughing &developing a bond esp. w/ everyones parents. i think alex's parents are cool =)
convo tonight was pretty deep in trust and a topic that is a kinds iffy one. but i am glad that i was there for you. im hopein that all ends well.
tmrw 20 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30am & reach my goal for the wk! [XXXXXXX]
-breakfast/soymilk [X]
-get ready [X]
-choir practice [X]
-adoration/confirmation [X]
convo tonight was pretty deep in trust and a topic that is a kinds iffy one. but i am glad that i was there for you. im hopein that all ends well.
tmrw 20 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30am & reach my goal for the wk! [XXXXXXX]
-breakfast/soymilk [X]
-get ready [X]
-choir practice [X]
-adoration/confirmation [X]
it's a new life !
..for the better. throughout my whole 15months&5 days w/ him, i felt that i loved him so much. well duh, of course. to the point where my whole life revolved around him, not him to blame, but myself. whenever i'd get home, id immediately get the phone& call. or if im at my cousins house&ready to get home, id tell him to call in 5 minutes.& once id walk in the door, the sound of the phone ringing, was let's say "music to my ears." he was MINE, all mine. never would i have thought that id get a guy this quickly. meaning, during 8th grade summer me&twin would hope&talk about getting a boyfriend. &who knew, that when i gave in to going to the movies w/ my cousins friends during summer, that there was a guy waiting for me to be his? oh my. to me the beginning was too good to be true& i still told myself that the whole ways through. even though our happiness came to an end for a appropriate reason&for the reason for me not to be hurt from having time away from you, started out a crisis to me. truned into something that changed my life. sure, i am w/o you, but we still talk. &having you as a friend, is a great alternative. i kno that he wouldnt be in my futurefuture. but all i kno is that he may not be perfect, b/c who is? but, he was perfect enough for me to hold onto for a little while longer. the only thing that stopped me from thinking that he was the perfect guy for me, is one thing that we BOTH had a strong grasp on, FAITH. i kno, i shouldnt think like this, but as a little girl, ive always dreamed of marrying in a catholic church. he holds onto his faith as much as i do. my life has changed, & i feel rejuvenated& that i regained myself. making my friendships stronger&creating new ones. life is going teh way i want it to be,&i am proud to say w/o a guy too =) i always hoped for another guy like him to come along, &surely God answered my prayers. b/c there is one guy& only one, that i think would make my world even better. sure opposites attract, but so do ones that share the same interests right? if so, you are one perfectly perfect person for me.
first time i met you, i saw you, but i didnt really SEE you. then later on, i started to realize that you were there, not jus someone i looked upon. you gave me good comments about my voice&there and then, i felt different about you. like a crush kinda feeling. then that crush feeling turned into liking feeling after that day w/ you came along. then an infatuation. everytime i hangout w/ you. talk to you. i may seem jus chill, but boy deep down inside my hearts pounding at the thought that you're here w/ me. i kno allla this might seem cheesy, but aye, the truth is all i am revealing, not any cinderalla happily ever after. cause i dont have a happily ever after... YET ;D
-mrs. evangelista:] (btw: that wouldnt give you a hint of the perfect guy i am talking about) ,my youtube crush
first time i met you, i saw you, but i didnt really SEE you. then later on, i started to realize that you were there, not jus someone i looked upon. you gave me good comments about my voice&there and then, i felt different about you. like a crush kinda feeling. then that crush feeling turned into liking feeling after that day w/ you came along. then an infatuation. everytime i hangout w/ you. talk to you. i may seem jus chill, but boy deep down inside my hearts pounding at the thought that you're here w/ me. i kno allla this might seem cheesy, but aye, the truth is all i am revealing, not any cinderalla happily ever after. cause i dont have a happily ever after... YET ;D
-mrs. evangelista:] (btw: that wouldnt give you a hint of the perfect guy i am talking about) ,my youtube crush
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
spam masubi
18 february 2009, Wednesday.

what a day :] i woke up @ 8:18am and had breakfast. reached my goal once again! i got ready and left my house @ about 11:45am when precious came ringing my doorbell to walk w/ me to eirenes. first time at her house, it was hella fun. her mama is so pretty and intruded in our video, jus to ask if we wanted ice cream :] awwwe! we played w/ makeup&hair. then tried on eirenes dresses&clothes. we were in our bras and underwear, yet comfortable. picture to picture, we were laughing like FREAKS. haha. then we made videos and i messed one up w/ i accidentally spit. my badd. haha. then we had cookien'cream& drumstick flavored icecreams! yumm. we had desert before our meal b/c after we made spam masubi. making it like an assembly line, so it'd be faster. my job: cut the spam,spread the rice onto the seaweed. precious: frying spam, marinade. wash dishes. eirenes: make marinade& roll the spam masubis. we made hella spam masubis, like more than 16 probably. then precious walked me home :] fun day!

tmrw 19 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30pm
-breakfast
-finish french project
-get ready
-parent sponsor night!

what a day :] i woke up @ 8:18am and had breakfast. reached my goal once again! i got ready and left my house @ about 11:45am when precious came ringing my doorbell to walk w/ me to eirenes. first time at her house, it was hella fun. her mama is so pretty and intruded in our video, jus to ask if we wanted ice cream :] awwwe! we played w/ makeup&hair. then tried on eirenes dresses&clothes. we were in our bras and underwear, yet comfortable. picture to picture, we were laughing like FREAKS. haha. then we made videos and i messed one up w/ i accidentally spit. my badd. haha. then we had cookien'cream& drumstick flavored icecreams! yumm. we had desert before our meal b/c after we made spam masubi. making it like an assembly line, so it'd be faster. my job: cut the spam,spread the rice onto the seaweed. precious: frying spam, marinade. wash dishes. eirenes: make marinade& roll the spam masubis. we made hella spam masubis, like more than 16 probably. then precious walked me home :] fun day!


tmrw 19 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30pm
-breakfast
-finish french project
-get ready
-parent sponsor night!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
1st magasa movie day!
is today, 17 feb 2009, tuesday! yay, i am excited. twin said she'll be coming over sometime before 3pm. i reached my goal into waking up before 8:30, i actually woke up @ 8:18am. & i fell asleep in the family room& the tyra show was on! haha. so i went to my room&continued my sleep.
expecting to wake up w/ raccoon eyes, due to not removing my eyeliner the previous night. but to my surprise, it was still in tact! i had a breakfast of yoplait peach yogurt[the only one i prefer!] & a raspberry bliss bar! yumm. soon, ill be making rice krispie treats, one originial the other w/ cocoa pebbles! yumm. im not that prepared for this movie day. b/c we planne don have fettincine alfredo, but yea. we'll manage! :D like always. today is gonna be a funfilled day w/ my twin<3

tmrw 18 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30 [X]
-breakfast [X]
-get ready [X]
-eirenes house w/ presh [X]
-home [X]
expecting to wake up w/ raccoon eyes, due to not removing my eyeliner the previous night. but to my surprise, it was still in tact! i had a breakfast of yoplait peach yogurt[the only one i prefer!] & a raspberry bliss bar! yumm. soon, ill be making rice krispie treats, one originial the other w/ cocoa pebbles! yumm. im not that prepared for this movie day. b/c we planne don have fettincine alfredo, but yea. we'll manage! :D like always. today is gonna be a funfilled day w/ my twin<3

tmrw 18 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30 [X]
-breakfast [X]
-get ready [X]
-eirenes house w/ presh [X]
-home [X]
first guitar lesson
16 february 2009. woke up @ 8:00, & i reached my goal for that day! my day was good, as it always is! i had the worst lunch though, spam! im not a fan of spam, but i will eat it! i am not a picky eater at all, i jus have my preferences. ya kno? spam is jus to salty for my taste. but i had it w/ ricce, it helped w/ the saltiness. & oh weee jalapenos, made it THAT much better! i am giving up spiccy food for lent. so no added hot sauce&jalapenos&hot cheetos:[ oh weell, for GOD! spicy food, is a freakin passion! i finished trig homework. i jus need to do french, powerpoint. problem is i dont have it on my laptop. haha.

then the highlight of my day was going to guitar lessons. @ first i was hesitant b/c bevmae wasnt gonna go. & i wanted to go w/ someone who didnt kno how to play the guitar. but i took up courage & went nyways. when i was there, there was people playing basketball in the hall& i was like "where do i go?!" so i waited outside in the car. then a break of relief when i saw jeffrey! sso for about 15 mins, it was me&him. good thing he knos how to keep up a convo b/c it wouldve been awkward! next to come was adrian&his cousin. then other people started coming. i was absolutely confused when there was "guitar terms" being thrown back&forth in a conversation. but it was funny. 6 guitarist+1 sax+many voices=sexy! haha. at the end of all the teaaching, we were jus jamming&singing. it was chill and real cool. i am glad that i went even w/o bevmae. i had fun :] oh so like i couldnt stop looking at this one ________. weird. hah! jeffrey hella made me laugh throughout! i plan on going to the nnext lessons!<3
tmrw 17 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30 [X]
-eat breakfast [X]
-make rice krispies [X]
-get ready [X]
-twin over! [X]
- EAT,EAT,EAT. MOVIE,MOVIE,MOVIE. LAUGHSSSSS. PICTURES. YOUTUBE VIDS! MAGASA<3 [X]

then the highlight of my day was going to guitar lessons. @ first i was hesitant b/c bevmae wasnt gonna go. & i wanted to go w/ someone who didnt kno how to play the guitar. but i took up courage & went nyways. when i was there, there was people playing basketball in the hall& i was like "where do i go?!" so i waited outside in the car. then a break of relief when i saw jeffrey! sso for about 15 mins, it was me&him. good thing he knos how to keep up a convo b/c it wouldve been awkward! next to come was adrian&his cousin. then other people started coming. i was absolutely confused when there was "guitar terms" being thrown back&forth in a conversation. but it was funny. 6 guitarist+1 sax+many voices=sexy! haha. at the end of all the teaaching, we were jus jamming&singing. it was chill and real cool. i am glad that i went even w/o bevmae. i had fun :] oh so like i couldnt stop looking at this one ________. weird. hah! jeffrey hella made me laugh throughout! i plan on going to the nnext lessons!<3
tmrw 17 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30 [X]
-eat breakfast [X]
-make rice krispies [X]
-get ready [X]
-twin over! [X]
- EAT,EAT,EAT. MOVIE,MOVIE,MOVIE. LAUGHSSSSS. PICTURES. YOUTUBE VIDS! MAGASA<3 [X]
Sunday, February 15, 2009
is there such a thing as smiling too much?
-"A smile appeared upon her face as if she'd taken it directly from her handbag and pinned it there." ~Loma Chandler
my intentions were jus a simple question. but i guess it turned into something bigger than i bargained for. throughout the whole interaction, you made me reconsider that there is hope. you told me something& the green monster came out. but then you dug in deeper about it, & i realized it was nothing big. smile after smile after smile. coming to the conclusion, that i still dont wanna give up. sure, you seem jus like a regualr guy, but ive gotten to see through that "regular guy" label& i gave you a new one through my view. the label of my "ideal guy." we share a myriad of similar dislikes and likes.
my 10-o-clocks, bevmae. once again, i lalaLOVE phone talks w/ her. i am most likely gonna see her tmrw. yay!
soggy cocoa pebbles are not satifying me. i was craving cocoa pebbles, but now i regret it. soggy>crunchy. fruity>chocolatey.
tmrw 16 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30am [X]
-eat breakfast [X]
-trig h/w [X]
-clean
-guitar lessons thingy @ 6:30 [X]
-phone w/ twin [X]
my intentions were jus a simple question. but i guess it turned into something bigger than i bargained for. throughout the whole interaction, you made me reconsider that there is hope. you told me something& the green monster came out. but then you dug in deeper about it, & i realized it was nothing big. smile after smile after smile. coming to the conclusion, that i still dont wanna give up. sure, you seem jus like a regualr guy, but ive gotten to see through that "regular guy" label& i gave you a new one through my view. the label of my "ideal guy." we share a myriad of similar dislikes and likes.
my 10-o-clocks, bevmae. once again, i lalaLOVE phone talks w/ her. i am most likely gonna see her tmrw. yay!
soggy cocoa pebbles are not satifying me. i was craving cocoa pebbles, but now i regret it. soggy>crunchy. fruity>chocolatey.
tmrw 16 feb 2009:
-wake up before 8:30am [X]
-eat breakfast [X]
-trig h/w [X]
-clean
-guitar lessons thingy @ 6:30 [X]
-phone w/ twin [X]
"auntie mace is pregnant"
15 february 2009. bad weather, but lovely day. went to church @ 12 for choir at 12:30mass. wearing a black pencil skirt&white blouse wasnt appropriate for teh weather, but it was for church. GOD >>>weather/being warm. i went to my aunties for a family gathering, as usual. yummm, arascaldo [sp?] chicken/rice soup! spent most of my day w/ my nephews&neice. lucas,nathan,&abbygail. the thing i love most, is babies&kids. i have been deprieved of siblings &im taking advantage! haha. i had some pho today. not a fan anymore, b/c i have it often. pho kim long? i think that's what the place is called. my nephews were playing w/ ballons minus the strings. & so i decided to hide one under my shirt & lucas goes "auntie mace is pregnant!" haha. auntie&i were laughing.

to you it might seem like a boring or ordinary day, but to me time w/ family is always FTW! << does that make sense? haha. tryna use "ftw." props to bevmae<3 for teaching me that though!

to you it might seem like a boring or ordinary day, but to me time w/ family is always FTW! << does that make sense? haha. tryna use "ftw." props to bevmae<3 for teaching me that though!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
valentines day!


by far, this year is the best valentines day. even though i dont have an official valentine. myomy day was good. baptism then reception. i got to see and hold nala (stacey's puppy!) hella cute.

then i went to camilles house w/ only me.camille.&her mama. her mama wanted in&out but camille was a lazyass. & we were iinvited to go w/ my other cousins to go to this restaurant, but NOOO camille ruined it. we had homemade chili, chicken sandwiches, coffee ice cream, cookies dipped in chocolate, and chips.

i told camille, i am over him. &when i got home. he IMed me saying:
********* (9:14:45 PM): Happy Valentines Day
xtoots314 (9:15:05 PM): thanks. same to you
talked on the phone for a little. suggested he play "officially missing you" on the uke. laughs&smiles. but we're just friends! & that's all i want out of it!
even through everything today. family is key! & i got a souvenir from valentines day. oh a little present from this day!
♥
gabe bondoc
was @ mhs! haha. seeing him in person was a highlight. the green monster came out when i found out people got autographs/pictures! i was so sad/jealous. oh well. hopefully there's a next time!
mall w/ beverly was another thing to be thankful for. our 5 things @ forever21& our "ugly" moments. beverly: one cutie. macy: 4 cuties. thankyou beverly for my one-month early bday present! ilalaloveit!
we were late to confirmation. we walked into a dark room w/ candles luminating the room. puzzled at the environment, i found a valentine on my desk! haha. awwee. thank you ______!
mall w/ beverly was another thing to be thankful for. our 5 things @ forever21& our "ugly" moments. beverly: one cutie. macy: 4 cuties. thankyou beverly for my one-month early bday present! ilalaloveit!
we were late to confirmation. we walked into a dark room w/ candles luminating the room. puzzled at the environment, i found a valentine on my desk! haha. awwee. thank you ______!
Monday, February 9, 2009
my ten-o-clocks
are spent with beverly 'til midnight/AM. our usual non-stop talking 2 hour talks. est: end of december. im thankful for my BEVMAE!
dreamin'
seating: girl.him.me.
girl: macy..
me: yea
girl: [says stuff]
me: huh?
girl: you were in his dreams last night
me: haha (glance @ his reaction & see if it's true)
he was smiling and nodding his head.
myomy. he made my day:]
girl: macy..
me: yea
girl: [says stuff]
me: huh?
girl: you were in his dreams last night
me: haha (glance @ his reaction & see if it's true)
he was smiling and nodding his head.
myomy. he made my day:]
Friday, February 6, 2009
God's crying
was my interpretation of the cause of rain. during PE, rugball, during 2nd period. it was pooring out. we were the only class that was actually outside. started off as showers then progressed to the point where i was ringing out my shorts and hair. my face was covered with raindrops and literally felt like a shower. unfortunately, my team lost, but it's alright. i love my teammates :D even though i dislike the cold/rain/winter, the rain during rugball made my day. even if my hair/clothes were soaking wet & my makeup wore off, the rain made my day.
of course all my loved ones make my day, but that isnt outta the ordinary. you also made my day, making me feel more welcoming. maybe giving up isnt one of my options, anymore. ill let God be the judge of that.
of course all my loved ones make my day, but that isnt outta the ordinary. you also made my day, making me feel more welcoming. maybe giving up isnt one of my options, anymore. ill let God be the judge of that.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
aaciinnooprrstt
= procrastination. is a bad habit. not a habit of mine. but aye every now&then i do have those moments. & i feel bad for this one esp. b/c it's my saint essay. wee ohh. from st. theresa of lisieux to santo nino to our lady of fatima to st. terese of avila. man o man.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
magazines
the magazines that i ordered from chuck came today! whoo-hoo! daddie knocked, on my door & was like this is yours. thinking it was like a jacket or w/e. my face totally lit up. been anticipating :D for the next 2 yrs, ill be getting seventeen magazines. haha. rhymes!
blast from the past
"it's all coming back, t'sall coming back to me now." -celine dion
back then, you were one of my major crushes. it's funny how i felt about you, i was so sure. our friendship hit its high course. as time passed, i left my feelings behind, but i still remember all the memories. now once again, i encounter you. many boys, but out of all, you stand out. you're the one who tries to flirt, tries to make me smile, tries to make yourself the closest to me. you become conceited to make me smile.
-when you were down on the grass, i put my hands out. you smiled and held my hands. i pulled you up.
-you put your arm around my shoulder, while walking.
these little things, make me smile. & now im here. wondering, could i be falling for you... once again?
back then, you were one of my major crushes. it's funny how i felt about you, i was so sure. our friendship hit its high course. as time passed, i left my feelings behind, but i still remember all the memories. now once again, i encounter you. many boys, but out of all, you stand out. you're the one who tries to flirt, tries to make me smile, tries to make yourself the closest to me. you become conceited to make me smile.
-when you were down on the grass, i put my hands out. you smiled and held my hands. i pulled you up.
-you put your arm around my shoulder, while walking.
these little things, make me smile. & now im here. wondering, could i be falling for you... once again?
Sunday, February 1, 2009
just bestfriends
he told me he likes me. but i dont feel likewise. im sorry. you've been my best friend for a yr and a half. this isnt the first time you told me. a year ago, you told me this. sure, you're a great sweet-talker, give great advice, make me smile,&try to flirt. but boy, you're nothing more than just my bestfriend. you asked if it wasnt gonna be awkward& i said of course it wont be. & it's true, no awkwardness. i kno people say "if he's good enough to be your bestfriend, then why not good enough to be your boyfriend." at the beginning, i thought that was true. i mean WHY cant he be your boyfriend?!." but now, while im facing this, i kno why. im sorry if you're hurting, but believe me it hurts to see my bestfriend hurt.
ilybestfriend<3
ilybestfriend<3
mixed nuts
nuts=feelings. substitute for the title.
my updated feelings.
hints: alpha order. 1. A 2. A 3. A/A 4. A 5. B 6. C 7. C 8. D 9. J 10. K 11.M 12. M.
1. best is what i refer to you. been there for me. advice is like no others. havent seen you since 03 september 2007. ily.
2.you were invisible. then a shadow. soon enough a person that was visible. turned into an infatuation. now we're going backwards like the curious case of benjamin button. as of right now you're jus a person, but a friend. imy.
3. same name. 1&5. 5>1. both great people. aye baybay. nothing big.
4. supposed to teach me kapangpangan. play the uke for me. we're distant now. not much of my bestfriend no more.
5. my aim partner and my go to phone buddy. glad to have actually have known you this year. you are more than i bargained for.
6. recovery is greatly anticipated by both sides of the situation. gradually increasing, but stop signs around corners. upcoming week is yours, all you, ily.
7. always wanted to hang with your status/situation like that. glad i was a help.
8. first time i laid my eyes on you, 31 january 2009. what a great why to end january. yous a cutie.
9. great person. great voice. loudest of your kind.
10. let people come before each other, when we were each others one and only
11. kuya since 6th. no communication. imiss.
12. quality time w/ you. never really do. memories and use of hyperbole and imaginations running their courses.
my updated feelings.
hints: alpha order. 1. A 2. A 3. A/A 4. A 5. B 6. C 7. C 8. D 9. J 10. K 11.M 12. M.
1. best is what i refer to you. been there for me. advice is like no others. havent seen you since 03 september 2007. ily.
2.you were invisible. then a shadow. soon enough a person that was visible. turned into an infatuation. now we're going backwards like the curious case of benjamin button. as of right now you're jus a person, but a friend. imy.
3. same name. 1&5. 5>1. both great people. aye baybay. nothing big.
4. supposed to teach me kapangpangan. play the uke for me. we're distant now. not much of my bestfriend no more.
5. my aim partner and my go to phone buddy. glad to have actually have known you this year. you are more than i bargained for.
6. recovery is greatly anticipated by both sides of the situation. gradually increasing, but stop signs around corners. upcoming week is yours, all you, ily.
7. always wanted to hang with your status/situation like that. glad i was a help.
8. first time i laid my eyes on you, 31 january 2009. what a great why to end january. yous a cutie.
9. great person. great voice. loudest of your kind.
10. let people come before each other, when we were each others one and only
11. kuya since 6th. no communication. imiss.
12. quality time w/ you. never really do. memories and use of hyperbole and imaginations running their courses.
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