•im scared to feel something for you. im scared that i might get stuck back to that pothole i was in. sure i might think you're jus a cutie, but when i actaully see you, everthing might jus be different. i dont wanna trip, cause you're nothing big though. even if i end up having this little thing for you, believe me it'll be nothing. it wont be like last time, crying myself to sleep b/c i wanted you. but now im jus scared for liking you b/c i DONT want to. i dont want to lie&tell people i am over you. b/c for now, i DONT.
• idky, but i like your company. you're not those typical whatever guys. your a guy that i can talk&laugh with.
• walking home w/ you is a good way to stay in touch. playing 13 @ the park before we actaully start walking home is something i value.
• you always shine, but sometimes more than expected that makes me want you. i miss our longass.random.deep aim conversations. you're the only one i like this way.. for now. why cant i have you :[
MASH yesterday's outcome was: 3 kids. married to M.S. [wtf?]. driving a mercadez. living in a mansion! --doesnt mean a thing to me though. no feelings for that guy.
