..for the better. throughout my whole 15months&5 days w/ him, i felt that i loved him so much. well duh, of course. to the point where my whole life revolved around him, not him to blame, but myself. whenever i'd get home, id immediately get the phone& call. or if im at my cousins house&ready to get home, id tell him to call in 5 minutes.& once id walk in the door, the sound of the phone ringing, was let's say "music to my ears." he was MINE, all mine. never would i have thought that id get a guy this quickly. meaning, during 8th grade summer me&twin would hope&talk about getting a boyfriend. &who knew, that when i gave in to going to the movies w/ my cousins friends during summer, that there was a guy waiting for me to be his? oh my. to me the beginning was too good to be true& i still told myself that the whole ways through. even though our happiness came to an end for a appropriate reason&for the reason for me not to be hurt from having time away from you, started out a crisis to me. truned into something that changed my life. sure, i am w/o you, but we still talk. &having you as a friend, is a great alternative. i kno that he wouldnt be in my futurefuture. but all i kno is that he may not be perfect, b/c who is? but, he was perfect enough for me to hold onto for a little while longer. the only thing that stopped me from thinking that he was the perfect guy for me, is one thing that we BOTH had a strong grasp on, FAITH. i kno, i shouldnt think like this, but as a little girl, ive always dreamed of marrying in a catholic church. he holds onto his faith as much as i do. my life has changed, & i feel rejuvenated& that i regained myself. making my friendships stronger&creating new ones. life is going teh way i want it to be,&i am proud to say w/o a guy too =) i always hoped for another guy like him to come along, &surely God answered my prayers. b/c there is one guy& only one, that i think would make my world even better. sure opposites attract, but so do ones that share the same interests right? if so, you are one perfectly perfect person for me.
first time i met you, i saw you, but i didnt really SEE you. then later on, i started to realize that you were there, not jus someone i looked upon. you gave me good comments about my voice&there and then, i felt different about you. like a crush kinda feeling. then that crush feeling turned into liking feeling after that day w/ you came along. then an infatuation. everytime i hangout w/ you. talk to you. i may seem jus chill, but boy deep down inside my hearts pounding at the thought that you're here w/ me. i kno allla this might seem cheesy, but aye, the truth is all i am revealing, not any cinderalla happily ever after. cause i dont have a happily ever after... YET ;D
-mrs. evangelista:] (btw: that wouldnt give you a hint of the perfect guy i am talking about) ,my youtube crush
