Sunday, February 1, 2009

just bestfriends

he told me he likes me. but i dont feel likewise. im sorry. you've been my best friend for a yr and a half. this isnt the first time you told me. a year ago, you told me this. sure, you're a great sweet-talker, give great advice, make me smile,&try to flirt. but boy, you're nothing more than just my bestfriend. you asked if it wasnt gonna be awkward& i said of course it wont be. & it's true, no awkwardness. i kno people say "if he's good enough to be your bestfriend, then why not good enough to be your boyfriend." at the beginning, i thought that was true. i mean WHY cant he be your boyfriend?!." but now, while im facing this, i kno why. im sorry if you're hurting, but believe me it hurts to see my bestfriend hurt.

ilybestfriend<3